if only..
if only it was just a physical attraction. if only i didn’t get to know you. i wouldn’t have to fall in love with your quirks. the way you’d smile, the way you’d laugh. when you’d randomly bite me at time you’re bored. the way you’d poke my ticklish parts..
if only i didn’t have to fall in love with your spontaneous acts. the way you’d explain math to me so easily. the way you’d make me laugh with your silly antics, when you’d kiss me at random moments. the way you’d hold me hand and play with my fingers, when you’d teasingly bite my lip when we’d kiss. i still remember it.
ever single detail about you.
if only it was mere physical attraction, i would’ve easily moved on..
unfortunately, it wasn’t. i fell in way too deep, fell in love with everything that you are and now, i don’t know how to stand back up once again.
